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I have been trying to write about something, ANYTHING . 
Alas, I just continue to stare at blank screen in front of me. I have been trying to get inspiration from blogs, lookbook, music, home made videos, facebook and wedding videos. 


Frustrating yes, hopeless no. 
It's just ironic that on somedays, my head is filled with so many thoughts i can barely keep track while on days like these, my head lacks anything stimulating.


end of post.

Don't just hear me talking, LISTEN TO WHAT I'M SAYING !

It's a blessed curse.
Being exactly identical to my mother in terms of stubbornness is beyond what bloody.
It's irritating and frustrating at the same time and my head feels like it's going to explode.

Don't mistake this post to be a hate-letter to my mom, i love my mom and i know that she loves me too. No doubt about that. But we just dont understand each other. WE JUST DONT.

I say one thing, she hears it and then processes it in another way which interprets me being the bad daughter.
Buhu for me.

Ever since i was young, i always followed what they said except for getting a boyfriend. Oh yeah, that was the biggest headache that i ever gave them.

I grew up seeing, hearing and feeling all negative elements surrounding me. We used to live in a quaint but troublesome neighborhood, i was in a private school filled with children with no moral. Our business was a fastfood/bar/college hangout. I was exposed to drinking and smoking early in my life, but was never compelled to participate in those activities. I had friends who were in gangs, who had babies in their 6th grade, who inflicted physical pain.

I knew all these plus plus plus.
But here I am, almost supposedly out of college and yet I know I'm still aright. I go out, hang out have fun with friends but i never drink nor smoke nor take drugs of any kind. Even when i lived far away from them.

And yet, here i am, stuck in my room angered by the thought that i lost their trust AGAIN.
This is BULLSHIT.
Yeah , sure i went out on saturday night at 12 midnight. DOES THAT MAKE ME AN ILL BREED HOE ?
how shallow.

Everytime i try to explain myself, SHE blocks me off and yet she complains of why i dont open up to her. When I give her my reasons for my actions, she instantly reacts!
AND IT:S FRUSTRATING having to deal with that EVERYDAY !

and it gets worse with special occasions like these that i actually did something wrong.
WOW.

Yeah, it was wrong that i didnt ask permission, who would want to ask permission with a family like this?
PLEASE.

I wanna tell her to look at the mirror and carefully asses herself, but i cant. WHY ? Because that's disrespectful.
All i do everytime is nod my head as if to say i agree with her which is a lie 70% of the time.

I've got mom problems. Help.

Which Month Are You?

Which month were you born in? 

JANUARY=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

FEBRUARY=THUG 
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

MARCH=GORGEOUS 
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as  possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize at
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

MAY=LOVER 
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

JUNE =FINEASS 
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 day

JULY=GANGSTA 
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a  JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

AUGUST=ATTITUDE 
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

SEPTEMBER=PIMP 
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will kiss the one that you been wanting…

OCTOBER=HOTTIE 
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

NOVEMBER=SWEETIE 
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY 
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

IM A MARCH ! <3

95% of what's written is true !

The Difference Between Friends and Bestfriends - weekend post :)

• FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, “It’s because you’re gay, isn’t it?”
• FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, “you will die in Seven days…” (Note, if you don’t understand this, watch The Ring. Then watch The Ring 2. Then watch Ringu.)
• FRIENDS: Help you up when you fall.
• BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, “Walk much, dumb ass?”
• FRIENDS: Help you find your prince.
• BEST FRIENDS: Kidnap him and brings him to you.
• FRIENDS: Will ask you if you’re okay when you’re crying.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, “Ha Ha, Loser!”
• FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.
• FRIENDS: Will sit at the side of the pool with you at that time of the month.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will throw you a tampon and push you in.
• FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.
• BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, “Run, fucker, run!”
• FRIENDS: Will help you move.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.
• FRIENDS: Will bail you out of jail.
• BEST FRIENDS: Would be in the room next to you saying, “That was awesome! Let’s do it again!”
• or
• FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail again
• BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying “DAMN!” we messed up!
• FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.
• BEST FRIENDS: Help themselves and are the reason why you have no food.
• FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.
• BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!
• FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
• BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried…just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.
• FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.
• BEST FRIENDS: Have you on speed dial.
• FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
• BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, “My bad…here’s a tissue.”
• FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.
• BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story…
• FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowd’s ass that left you
• FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
• BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME.”
• FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.
• BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.
• FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)
• BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.
• FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you’ve had enough.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say “Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don’t waste!

Sinulog Events To Look Out For

Live it up and take flight on the dance floor

As The Penthouse brings you

The Jet Set Weekends Launch Party

Taking off on January 14th, 2011

Sinulog Friday

The Jetset Weekends Launch Party

Flying in the best DJs from the nation’s capital

Hear the slickest turntable tricks as Styles Entertainment presents

DJs Ace Ramos & BCal, MCs Dash & John Herrera

Also featuring The Penthouse Parallel

Carlow & Alan

The Jet Set Weekends Launch Party

Hosted by KC Montero

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January 14th, 2011 Sinulog Friday

Suit up and get down

Only at The Penthouse

Pick up those dancing shoes & celebrate Sinulog with a BANG!


On Sinulog Weekend 2011
The Veranda brings you a triple treat
With the country's most in demand music mavens


Jan.14th Friday
Savor your favorite 90s & 2000s hits with Killer Bee's Friday Madness
Check out the juiciest house music mixes
Let loose as DJ War takes over the decks


Jan.15th Saturday
Drop that body to the lushest tribal beats of
Elmer Dado & Gruppo Tribale


Jan.16th Sunday
Enter hiphop & rnb heaven
With the marvelous musical stylings of
BCal & Alan


Three fantastic events to make your Sinulog weekend the most incredible it's ever been


Dine. Unwind.
At The Veranda.

Sonic Boom Sinulog Blast-Off 2011


THREAD! Fest! a celebration of merch & music.


a gathering of Cebu's top independent local clothing brands!

Nick Automatic
Scars
Killapinas
TeeDee Hear & Wear
Spread The Virus
Monster Ink
Strawberry
Schizo
Product Of Uranus
Markov Clothing

5:00pm to 7:00pm THREAD! Fest!

Foc Fashion
Drop Out Club
Kuwago
Shuffled
Good Morning High Fives
March The Sky
Bethany
Midsummer

7:00pm to 9:00pm BROTHERHOOD: BOOM!

Sirens
Lightyear
Detached

9:00pm to 1:00am BLAST-OFF MAIN SHOW!!

Twinkle Dudu
Jejaview
Powerspoonz
Campbell
The Ambassadors
Gasulina
December Avenue
The Line Divides
Urbandub
Love Me Butch
Faspitch

EARLY BIRD RATE Php 250.00 with a drink of Jack Daniels mixed w/ Cola
If you get IN-LINE between 2:00pm to 5:00pm!
*ONE PERSON, ONE TICKET POLICY

REGULAR RATE Php 350.00 with a drink of Jack Daniels mixed w/ Cola
If you get IN-LINE 5:00pm onwards!

VIP Rate Php 650.00 - 50 SLOTS ONLY
Sonic Boom Logo Shirt + 2 Drinks + Platfrom Section + Sonic Boom Limited edition CD

*for VIP reservations, please PM Kaloy Uypuanco, facebook.com/kaloyuypuanco

Grand Ballroom
Cebu Grand Convention Center
2nd flr. Grand Majestic, Archbishop Reyes Ave.

Saturday, January 15, 2011
Tickets will be sold at the venue starting at 2:00pm
Gates will open at 4:00pm

NO BOUNDARIES: Day 2 of The Outpost Sinulog Concert Series

Different sounds, different beats, different hometowns...but this transcends all! There are NO BOUNDARIES in music!

Cebu's own POWERSPOONZ, CUARENTA, ISLAND JOE, & EVE'S GARDEN share the stage with Cagayan de Oro's GRUPONG LAYA, and Manila's MIDSUMMER, BAD BURN, and SKY CHURCH!

The Outpost Restobar

The Funk You Chronicles Launch Party

Make your Sinulog weekend hotter than ever this 2011
On January 15th
One night, one club, two sizzling celebrations

First up, get ready as the master of funk unleashes his full force on the dance floor
The Penthouse unveils
The Funk You Chronicles
with turntable master Funk Avy
Featuring
Chico Cristobal on live guitars
Dara David & Abby Asistio on live vocals
Also featuring The Penthouse Trinity
Jan, War & Boyet

On the same night, The Penthouse makes way for the Hed Kandi After Party
January 15th, 2011

Get your party on and let the dance floor burn

Discover the vibe
Explore the sound
Experience the life
At The Penthouse

The Penthouse Cebu

3rd floor CJRS Point. Asia Town I.T. Park. Lahug.

Cebu City, Philippines

WORLD MUSIC Plus!!! Day 3 of the The Outpost's Sinulog Concert Series

Reggae, flamenco, ska, latin, plus a little bit of rock...

All these on the 3rd Day of The Outpost Sinulog Concert Series!

Featuring Cebu's pride JUNIOR KILAT, WHO'S NEXT, and HARDWOOD. Together with Dumaguete's ARCIEMON, and Manila's GOOD MORNING HIGH FIVES, CURBSIDE, and WILDERNESS!

The perfect ending to a week of revelry on the streets! Pit Señor!!!

The Outpost Resobar

The Primal House Series at The Penthouse

Never hold back
Let your primitive instincts kick in

This Sinulog Weekend
Release yourself
Surrender to the dance

The Primal House Series
With Elmer Dado & Gruppo Tribale
Also featuring The Penthouse Trinity
Jan, War & Boyet

Jan.16, 2011
Sinulog Sunday

Only at The Penthouse

January 15th 2011

Sinulog Saturday
The Penthouse & Nocturnal present
Hed Kandi
Live at the CICC


From Kaskade to Miss Nine
From Ministry of Sound to Zouk
The Penthouse & Nocturnal bestow upon us


Hed Kandi
The most revered house music label the world over
With countless chart topping albums
And high profile epic events
From Ibiza to Amsterdam


Hed Kandi
Live at the CICC
January 15th 2011
Featuring Andy Daniels
With The Penthouse Trinity
Jan, War & Boyet


Doors open at 9pm

COLT 45 Presents: LORDS OF THE LOUD - LIVE AT SINULOG 2011

Featuring SKYCHURCH, INTOLERANT, BADBURN, ARCADIA and VALLEY OF CHROME!!!

JANUARY 14: INTOLERANT, ARCADIA, VALLEY OF CHROME and OREMUZ hit it off with Cebu's finest and loudest

JANUARY 15: SKYCHURCH and BADBURN

copies of OBJECTIONABLE PRIDE: Skychurch/Loads of Motherhood Split CD will be available for Php 300. BADBURN'S Crack The Weakened Surface full length CD for Php 250.

The Outpost Bar, Nevil Hills Cebu City

Friday, January 14 · 8:00pm - 11:00pm

IBIZA 2011

Watch Out as GLOBE Telecom brings you for biggest IBIZA Party in cebu this SINULOG 2011 at MO2 resto bar. watch out the Worlds TOP CLUB DJ. ANDY CALDWELL.
Together with our country top girl group to sizzle your body to a higher temperature. MOCHA GIRLS.....

He led the float at the Berlin Love Parade, plays at the Superclub Pacha in IBIZA, rocked 70,000 at the Los Angeles Coliseum as well as the Good Vibrations festival tour in Au stralia and this Sinulog 2011, one of the best DJs in the world – ANDY CALDWELL will bring the house down at the newest one hectare entertainment house in Cebu, MO2 this 15th day of January, the mardi gras eve.

Humbly being compared with the likes of Armin Van Buuren, David Guetta Tiësto and Paul Van Dyk and Pete Tong – critically acclaimed producer, song writer, and Grammy nominee DJ ANDY CALDWELL will surely rock Cebu together with the HOTTEST sing and dance group in the Country, MOCHA GIRLS and ledge by ABS-CBN’s Pilipinas Win na Win girls.


PREPARE FOR THE BIGGEST PARTY THIS SINULOG!!!

BE THERE!!!

For ticket and table reservation pls call:

0917.720.2222

Ticket prices:

Entrance: Php 300.00 with free Globe Sim card
Reserved table: Php 2,000.00 with Php1,000.00 consumable

THIS IS ANOTHER QUALITY PRODUCTION OF 3SOME EVENTS!!!

MO2 RestoBAr, Reclamation st. moonlight road

Tomorrow at 8:00pm - Sunday at 3:00am

RHIPSTOP x STYLES ENTERTAINMENT x VANS SINULOG INVASION

This Sinulog 2011,

RHIPSTOP x STYLES ENTERTAINMENT x VANS

Invade the city for ONE DAY ONLY.

This is our way of showing mad love to our hometown - CEBU.

This is not an event.

This is simply a gathering of friends from all over the country who just want to have a damn good time to celebrate Sinulog.

Good music, flowing drinks & awesome people.


PARTY STARTS AT NOON.


T-shirts & drinks 'til supplies last. Come early!

Baseline Area

Juana Osmeña St.

Cebu, Philippines

Sunday, January 16 · 12:00pm - 8:00pm

ANNOUNCEMENT: This coming JANUARY 16, 2011 , 9pm, naay SINUGSUGAY: BATTLE OF THE CHAMPIONS at MANGO ROOFDECK (3rd FLOOR) ... ADTO NYA MO LADIES & GENTS!

Official participants are:
1. B'real Ese
2. Bunot Bronzlogaw
3. Dhudz Orozco
4. Lloyd Christian Ricarte
5. GLOC
6. Iim Yoourss --- defending champion


OFFICIAL MC:
PHAT SCRAPP THA DOC

Mango Roofdeck (3rd flr)

Sunday at 9:00pm - Monday at 1:00am

to mention just a few of the major events happening this sinulog festival.

if you dont find any of the mentioned events to your liking, just wondering the seemingly endless streets filled with festivities will surely fill your plate with something :)

SINULOG :)