Shifting. At a crossroads.

I haven't mentioned in my previous blogs that i was studying nursing for four years before i shifted to Hotel Administration. Well, I did. It was a big shift and a lot of people told me that I was stupid for doing so because I was almost done with nursing.

I do feel bad for my parents because they already expected so much from me. I feel bad about all the time and effort I gave to Nursing. I feel bad that all my batch mates just graduated and i'm basically starting all over again. I feel bad that I have to adjust to this whole new environment.

Other than that, I feel great.

It was the first semester of my fourth year, everyone was finishing up with their requirements and starting to draft their thesis. I was basically on the same page with them except that I had A LOT of extensions (due to absences in the ward) and I only had 1 out of 15 requirements done with regards to the delivery room.

It would have been easy to finish it all of because my mom knew a lot of head nurses that were willing to let me get DR cases, that wasn't a problem. The problem was I don't show up BECAUSE I hate the DR. I puke whenever I witness an NSVB and faint when I'm about to hold a newly born baby. I JUST CAN'T HANDLE IT.

So even if I could pass everything BUT the 15 requirements and show up during ward, i still wouldn't be able to graduate.


.... to be continued

BABE.

I just texted my hubby that my stomach still aches (excuses to get out of class) - nothing new there.
Anyway, I called him babe. And it occurred to me that it sounded cute and sexy at the same time.

BABE.

I don't know if it's just me but it really sounded cute. Just a straight flat BABE. No exaggeration, no fuss, no nothing. Just that word.

Isn't it? I don't know. Tell me what you think. PUHLEESH.

First Days

First days are always tough. Blame it on the belief that first impressions last.

I'm fidgetting on my seat like a first grader left by mom for the first time. It's awkward to look around and to look like a total loser (thus the blog post to seem busy). To think that this is my second course, the way i'm acting is beyond me. I should be like Ms. Congeniality.

From a medical course to a hospitality course is quite far off, clad in my first evet business attire, i'm so not ready.

I feel like a gawky little teen again. Wish me luck!

Back With Vengence

Darn it. A few months ago, i put this blog back up promising myself that I would diligently update it.

As you well know, I haven't really done that.

So much update, so little time. I'm going to try again. :) Maybe it's going to work out.